I clearly remember when I lost mine. When I first time saw my ex-husband and his family being physically abusive with the maidservants. They used to beat and injure a teenage boy (helpless housekeeper) in front of me. It used to happen often with other housekeepers among them was a middle-aged woman. Whenever I tried to save them from getting beaten, I would be pushed aside or dragged to another room. I spent so many sleepless nights feeling guilty about my inability of saving them.
In front of the public eye, he and his family were noble and respected politicians. But behind closed doors, I knew all the horrible and despicable things they were capable of doing. At that time, I realized there is no justice in this world.